I have been very proactive this weekend, Saturday I organized my apartment a bit, I didn’t finish it all, but came a long way:) I also organized my wardrobe & found a lot of clothes I had forgotten I had. That’s like getting new clothes without buying it! Sunday I went to visit one of my best friends for some coffee & to see her stomach, because she & her boyfriend is having a baby boy in May.
I haven’t seen her in a while because I been writing my Master Thesis & been a prisoner in my apartment for a couple of months, so it was the first time I have seen her since she told me she was pregnant. Therefore I haven’t seen how big she has gotten.
With age I have become more & more emotional; & as I have written in a previous post I teared up a bit when she told me she was pregnant. I’m so happy for her. I just still can’t believe that my friend through 12 years is having a baby, it is so surreal & absolutely amazing!
So everything went very well when I first arrived, we had some coffee & just talked, but then she asked if I wanted to see his room & I were like “Of Course I will”. As soon as she opened the door & we walked in I went from talking to absolutely quiet! Then we sat down & she asked me if I didn’t like it, because I went so quiet & as soon as she had asked I started crying big time, I mean tears was rolling down my face. I were so surprised by my own reaction, it was purely happy tears, I were so overwhelmed by how beautiful the room was & how there is going to be a baby in a couple of months & that just made me so emotionel! It was just everything the little Crib, the clothes & all the teddy bears – I just can’t describe how happy I’m for her & her boyfriend & how much I’m looking forward to see him. She told me that it was possible the best way I could ever have reacted, because she could see that it means a lot to me too & that I’m honestly so excited & happy.
After she had showed me the room & his clothes I sat just feeling her stomach for like half an hour to see if he would kick. The most amazing thing was that he actually kicked & then I just got emotional again – I’m an emotional wreck.
I can’t wait to this little baby boy comes, I’m sure he is going to be beautiful & that she is going to be the best mom. I’m so glad that she is letting me be a part of his life when he is born & see him grow up! I’m going to spoil this boy so much;)
This boy is going to have the best mom & dad in the world.